I scare myself when I am reminded of how human I am.
In the ways of piercing words and the urge to cut open to this skin.
To bleed in more ways than one.
How my mood can be ruined when one thing goes wrong. When a disturbance happens, and the undercurrents come rushing to the surface.
Flushed skin and crazed eyes.
Never calm inside. Never.
How does it feel to be a genuinely happy person?