Numbers that never go beyond
A certain amount
But predictable depletions
Never rising yet
Always have enough to keep on falling
I am starting to develop a fear of checking my account balance, just like how I instinctively avoid the mirror as well as weighing scale.
Random thought: if a disaster happened, money wouldn’t matter because it will all burn away and no longer becomes a status, but a consequence.
So why am I so hard up about it now?
Dollars and cents shouldn’t define us.
But it shapes my lifestyle.